Getting over stress binging
I have a self-diagnosed eating disorder and instead of therapy I am going to get over it through blogging.
Jul 02
Apr 28
fatty again. :(
i need more veggies in my life
Apr 20
still stress binging
this past week… all i did was eat. milkshakes, chocolates.. etc i had for sure, at least 12 servings of chocolate (all from after-easter sales!) ( and i had 4 peeps yesterday at 4am)
anyway, back to the chopping board.
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1 espresso royale medium coffee of the day
2 starbucks chai chocolates (1/3 in a serving * 200 calories) = 140 cals
1 cesear salad with parmesan cheese and croutons = 200?
1 frozen spring vegetables mix (40 x 3 servings) = 120
running total: 460 calories
Apr 16
i’m scared and i cant sleep cuz i’m scared and cuz i freakin’ napped all day.
Apr 13
monday neuroendo talk
this weekend…i’ve been eating so much chocolate & coffee & sandwiches & pizza…recently because I’m too scared to go into my kitchen. i even had mcdonalds!
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3 coffees (bevier MEL, 2 espresso royale (6th, neil))
kofusion sushi sampler! (10 rolls) - yes some of them were very mayo-ish and saucy :P
Apr 11
mouse log
cumulative # traps set: 30
# mice caught: 10
# mice escaped after caught: 1
# mice destroyed: 10
# traps baited right now: 10 (i think the mice figured out how to get to those..bc i might need to rebait)
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mouse 1 - in oven, stuck and wouldn’t die. we had to drown it
mouse 2 - by dishwasher
mouse 3 - behind fridge
mouse 4 - by dishwasher
mouse 5 - in oven
mouse 6 - in oven, got away, but body found behind oven with trap. now how do i get him out?
mouse 7- under oven. (i think this is where they’re all coming from!)
mouse 8- under dishwasher, body still there? it’s really deep under the counters.
mouse 9 - under oven
mouse 10 - under dishwasher
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exterminator coming on tuesday. i wonder how many i can catch before then!
Apr 10
mouse-trapping friday
10 traps set…3 mice down. thinking about it makes me lose my appetite. :(
2 more trapped, 4 add’nal traps set
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2/3rd of Smoked Salmon and Tuna Casserole (bevier) ~400 cals?
1/5th of Heavenly Hash Cake (Bevier) ~200 cals?
Angel food cupcake (cakes on walnut) ~200cals?
single-person french press coffee (cakes on walnut)
3 slices of med papa johns pizza (mushroom & chicken) - 230 cal/slice = 690
2 glasses skim milk = 200 cals
running total? 1690 cals
Apr 09
stay-home thursday
microwavable panini 333 cals
banana 100 cals
fruit snack candies 100 cals
skim milk 100 cals
3 servings of dumplings - 900 cals
cranberry juice - 100 cals
running total: 1633 cals
Apr 08
happy hour wednesday!
7pm happy hour today… i’m saving up for my fattyfoods! or maybe i’ll get a salad.
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2am the rest of my sushi (6pcs) - 375 cals?
french roast coffee (bevande)
regular sized strawberry milkshake - 600 cals — should have gone with the junior shake, but it made me happy
cheeseburger (guesstimate: 800 cals)
fries (guesstimate 500 cals)
running total: ~2200
omg so full. i shouldn’t eat tomor!
Apr 07
tuesday meetings
chocolate milk 226cals
skim milk 100 cals
dumpling (2 servings) : 360 cals
sushi (california, spicy tuna, unagi) 12 rolls = 750 cals
cherry mocha cupcake: 300 calos
running total: 1736 cals
SOOO FULL :D
